i should delete my blog.
it irritates me.

watching animal planet is like one of my favourite things to do.
the animals are so kute.
but too bad i can't touch them for real.
one of my wish right now is to
see a rainbow from one end to another, 180 degrees.
and hug a fluffy monkey,
frolick in the ocean with otters,
have a fox as my dog,
watch lemurs play all day,
have a mud bath with elephants,
go travelling with my cat,
hug a big dog to sleep.

i love animals.
they're the ones who won't ever hurt my feelings,
but just stay at my side till i feel better.
and their eyes are so mesmerising!

sigh.
if only there were no such things as work and studying.
everyone just living happily,
with their stomach filled with good food.

we'll end up dead anyway so what is the point of
all these furious mugging, and OTs.
why wasn't i born during the early times.
i sound pessimistic i know,
but it is the truth.

"from dust you were made, and dust you will return"

if i could choose what kind of life i can live,
i would be a female tarzan.
living in the jungle will my fellow animals,
diving into oceans, playing near the waterfalls,
finding grubs to eat, resting in tree at night
gazing at the stars.

i can be so unrealistic i know haha.
but won't life be so mundane without a teeny bit of imagination?!